......where to begin.
as of last night : i have no car.
i have no phone.
i have transporation from school and work only.
i have no trust.
i have very few friends.
and a headache.
now, theres much reason for all of this, and of course its my own fault. but anyways, here goes. last night was pinback. (which was amazing by the way) after the show, jackson, danny and I went to go hang out with matt. at his new house downtown... things were fine until we started drinking. (i was designated driver by the way, so wasnt supposed to drink) but somehow that was forgotten. i had planed on meeting my parents at church in the morning, because i was supposed to be staying at jackson's. but instead.... got drunk with matts dog, along with everyone else in the house... and decided to make the wise desision of NOT driving. so jackson, danny and I slept over matt's..........but then morning always rolls around. and jacks mom wakes me up calling my cell phone, looking for her me and her son. anyways...........to make a long story short - i went home and lied to my parents and said that i was a jacks all night, and that we went to the late service at church and that was that. (not realizing that jacks mom and my mom had communicated) sooooo dont lie, because then you have to lie to cover up that one, and another to cover up that one, and another one to cover the one that you missed.......and things get ugly. so i could have just gotten away with just appoligizing to my parents for lieing, but i just told them the truth that.... i drank, and was scared to drive home. so i stayed at matts. which was the right thing to do.......and because i just told them what happened, im not in as much trouble. but im still in some pretty deep shit. so a word from the wise....................................dont lie
for any reason, and the truth will set you free!! (not always though) anyways... im really sorry for whoever read all of this, expecially if you dont even know these people, which you probably dont. considering that none of them have anything to do with live journal.
but in the mix of all of this, it was good in a way.
because i now know who my true friends are, and that i only have like 2 of em.
but thats good for me, makes things easy.
i wont be on the computer for a while, so it'll probably be a pretty long time until i have another entry. but in the mean time........have an awesome day, and dont lie, and if you drink... call your parents and tell them or something.